Wednesday, May 25, 2011

heavy tongue. heavy mind.

such a long time since i've posted on here. one thing and one thing only has pushed me to come back to this...

it is getting harder and harder for me to hold my tongue these days.

i need an outlet, and i remembered this was the entire point of me creating this. a place where i can say what i want and people can choose to read it or not. the raw natalie if you will.

i write every day of my life. i document something EVERY SINGLE DAY. whether it is just a couple of thoughts in my blackberry or an entire 2 pages on my mac. very therapeutic, and highly anticipated...well anticipated by those that know that about me. it is a way to be myself, i don't have to fake the funk for anyone, i am the only person who reads it.

it is tiring to have to monitor yourself ALL day long. writing helps me keep myself grounded. helps me remember who i am.

i am going to try harder to share my thoughts here as well, this blog is easily forgotten by me. i guess the other sources mentioned are just more accessible. but maybe something i say will move someone browsing...who knows.

i have a couple of projects i want to start working on. hopefully, i will be able to share them on here in the future. until then, i bid you a good day/evening.

stay true and let go of your tongue.

vivenorie.

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